My classroom is a noisy place. It isn’t the kids who make most of the noise, though. No, the noise comes from the echoes of all the researchers, the rules & laws, newspaper articles and letters to the editor, parent comments, curriculum guides, “best practices” recommendations, my sense of the kids’ needs, and all of my own personal experiences as a student and teacher that continually inform me about what should be happening in my classroom. The noise is in my head, and it gets in the way of seeing clearly what needs to be done. I try to imagine what I would do if I could start from scratch, choose the schedule and the curriculum for each group, each year and work away from all the noise. What would that look like?

Colonialism

A discussion in the comments about fleadom on Borderland and Around the Corner has me still thinking about the problem of collateral damage in education, and the dilemma of working in a system that seems to be moving people in a direction I don’t want to go.

I liked Jason’s comment,

“We are guerillas of compassion. We win our battles every day, on the ground, in our classrooms. We change the world every day, right under their noses.”

It reminds me of Lao Tzu who said that

The invincible shield
Of caring
Is a weapon from the sky
Against being dead.

But still I am not satisfied. When I listen to myself in the classroom, I hear a voice that I don’t always recognize and don’t always like. I hate teaching my students what is “appropriate” for school. This is nothing new, but I’ve lately become more sensitized to some of the effects that I’m called upon to produce, indoctrinating children into ways of thinking that are both necessary and abhorrent: Necessary, to be successful in the academy, and abhorrent to my sense of the dignity owed a sovereign being. It’s a dilemma for me.

Teacher voices are discounted by people looking for “objective data” because our stories are considered anecdotal and subjective. From too many angles, teacher voices are irrelevant. Our authority to speak for ourselves has been undermined. We’ve been colonized by the State, by Business, by the Media, by Psychology, by Science, by the Academy.

In Linda Smith’s, “Decolonizing Methodologies,” she explained the research of indigenous peoples as having been a function of ideologies which resulted in “creeping policies” that affected every aspect of their lives. Smith, a Maori, argued for the right of indigenous peoples to represent themselves and tell their own stories. Smith said that in terms of colonialism

“Understanding is viewed as being akin to measuring. As the ways we try to understand the world are reduced to issues of measurement, the focus of understanding becomes more concerned with procedural problems….Research is not an innocent or distant academic exercise but an activity that has something at stake and that occurs in a set of political and social conditions.”

A belief in the data provided by standardized tests is one of the fundamental errors made by all who report on the condition of our educational programs. The tests may have internal validity, one of Smith’s “procedural problems,” but I challenge the construct validity of the tests. They do not measure what most people think of when we talk about math or reading. Reading and math are contrived for the tests so that they can be engineered to fit into discreet bubble-able units, but that’s not how we find reading and math in the world.

Sadly, public school teachers have come to believe that tests will tell us something about ourselves, and we’ve lost touch with who we are. We’ve been defined by a set of foregone conclusions. We’re more than our students’ test scores. I want to reclaim my Self, and learn to recognize what I truly know. Belief in the power of objectivity to guide our decision-making is a denial of our human need to live in spiritually fulfilling ways. What about other literacies? Poetry, art, music, and dance are all important sign systems that are ignored when we attempt to quantify knowledge as a measure of achievement. What would it mean if we measured aesthetics and ethics as well? The thought makes me cringe.

Anti-Colonialism

Smith recommended “researching back.” I think that is where teacher-researchers and teacher-bloggers may begin working to balance the power dynamic. We can talk about test scores, or we can talk about what we do. The internet gives us the platform from which to tell our own stories.

I echo Mark’s declaration of value for the voices of teachers. We need allies from other quarters too, as Mark admits. Critics and visionaries there will always be. I hear them, but I can only work on my Self, which is why I say that teaching is a spiritual path.

Stephen Downes returns with this declaration:

There will be no revolution, no rennaissance, until we change ourselves, until we ourselves become the embodiment of the caring and compassionate society we want to create. How hard that is!

It’s great to see Stephen back. It’s cool that Jason was moved to comment on Borderland. Janice (who introduced herself to me as one flea to another) caught the fleadom bug.

This blog post is an outline for a new personal agenda. It is inspired by an article by Gina Thésée, called A Tool of Massive Erosion: Scientific Knowledge in the Neo Colonial Enterprise. The article is found in Anti-Colonialism and Education: The Politics of Resistance, by George J. Sefa Dei and Arlo Kempf, [www.sensepublishers.com/catalog/files/90-77874-18-6.pdf], or at Amazon.

Gina Thésée proposed a resistance model to colonial thought which I paraphrase and personalize:

  • Refuse to accept as common sense, discourses that present strong symbolic content that may contribute to stereotypes and erroneous beliefs. I will be especially alert to the dangers of accepting claims based on scientific findings, because they carry great power in the modern world.
  • Re-question the aims of education: To focus on ethical consequences of my activity, and not simply on quantitative measures of my effectiveness.
  • Redefine knowledge: To better understand how I come to know and value. Aesthetics, ethics, and metaphysics must all be rethought and revalued so that I begin to assign a proper role for Science and other ostensibly objective forms of knowledge which have come to dominate my vision of the world.
  • Reaffirm my Self through personal expressions of affiliation with others, and to appreciate my own sense impressions and the meaning that I attach to my experience of who I am and how I came to be.

That’s my plan. Without a framework for filtering the noise, I can’t think clearly. I’m simply trying to get a sense of what I’m about before the fog gets any thicker. I don’t want to trust the State or the Academy for guidance any longer. The work is critical.

Sources:
Smith, L. T. (1999). Decolonizing methodologies: Research and indigenous peoples. Dunedin, New Zealand, University of Otago Press.

Thésése, G. (2006). A Tool of Massive Erosion: Scientific Knowledge in the Neo Colonial Enterprise in Dei, G.S and Kempf, A., (eds) in Anti-Colonialism and Education: The Politics of Resistance. Rotterdam, Sense Publishers.